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Hello Everyone this is Jariah and I had to come out straight forward and be blunt and honest and this will prove to me who my true friends are and who are not true friends. Due to the trauma in my childhood and all I have decided that the only way to get better is to do the baby treatment and regress back to a baby because of all the things that have happened to me the doctor talked with me about it and was like well lets see what it involves. Living as an Adult Baby in the ABDL community has been extremely challenging and has it major ups and downs. One it is harder to keep friends being an Adult Baby and another thing the other reason I am choosing this lifestyle is because some things in my childhood caused me to have PTSD and the doctor told me the only way to get better was to do the Regression Therapy. I know you all think I am so weird in doing so and that is ur choice on this matter. Now being an AB means that you have to have a daddy or mommy and I have a daddy as you see he is in my picture and I have to be submissive to all my daddys guidelines on what he choose for his little girl. Some decisions I may like and then some I may not like but still need to follow them as it is part of the regression therapy. I was also told by many doctors in the past that the only way to get better was to take medicine but in reality i do not agree with alot of the medicine because it only makes u worse in reality. Anti Depressants are not good for people like me because they not only make me worse but they make me feel totally different. Being an AB u have bottles you drink from , pacifier , baby clothes, diapers , formula and many other things. I will be posting many more things through my treatment and how it is helping but this is just my introduction. Having a daddy is probably one of the best things that could have ever happened to me because I get what I need in my life and plus he loves me to the fullest no matter how I get as a baby. So basically what I am saying here is this I am back to stage one and learning all over again just like any baby would. Things could have gotten alot worse if I did not choose to do this because of all those trauamatic situations that happened. Now this does not mean that I am not a Believer in the Lord just because of my lifestyle I still love Jesus to the fullest no matter what lifestyle I have. I am still a Christian and will still be one even though I am doing this lifestyle. I can not wait to meet other AB's who are like me and will accept me no matter the outcome. I been looking for true friends and not fake ones that claim that just because of my medical conditions or my lifestyle that they do not want to be around me. Being in diapies 24/7 because of the incontience issue that I have due to all the PTSD and other things is very hard for me as being 27 but now because of this I am all the way back to Infant Stage which is between 4-6 months. So if you have any questions please do not hesistate to contact me in this matter thanks.
