New creations

Hello everyone its Jariah and come to share with you some of my recent new creations and wanted to see what you all thought of them and wanted some feed back and input . So please let me know what you think.

Blessing in the years to come!

There was many in my life that said well why dont you just try something creative and I finally gave in because at the very moment i got tired of being bored so   here is another one I have done and decided that need to be put together there is many beads and lots of other things in it such as soap that is handmade from a friend of mine and many other things will go in the basket like i said earlier I will send as long as you pay for the shipping so that way I can buy the materials that I need for the baskets.  You know it takes alot to buy for the baskets and sometimes I just do not have the materials I need so if you are more than willing to pay the shipping I will be willing to send the baskets but you got to let me know what you want this one is  a Fourth of July Basket that I did for a friend here in Tennessee and I know they laughed with it and that is great but I just decided that it was time to start  a blog so that way I can show yall all the work that I been doing here at home with the baskets.  I even started another one last night and have found that there is many things I could add to baskets.   Now if you are buying more than one u will get a discounted price because I do not believe in over charging and also I want to make something to let you all know that to buy baskets it cost alot it is not cheap and I had some give me some just so that way i could start my buisness that I needed to start but first and foremost I got to thank Messiah for the way many have decided to come into my life to let me start this ministry.  Yes I know it seems small right now but I know it is going to get bigger as time goes on.    I know that I should have listened a long time ago about starting a buisness but I just did not think I had anything in me to do this buisness but now I am seeing that I am able to do alot more than I thought I could do.  See this year in 2012 I have decided I will take the steps that I need too no matter what it takes because I want to be able to bless others as well Now later on down the road I know that things will come into place I am having the Faith in knowing that this is only the beginning and more is to come in the near future.  you can always contact me on here if you are interested and also I will be more than willing to answer any questions that you have and thanks again for reading the blog as there will be more baskets to come for you to choose from !!! Messiah Bless you and bye for now!

recent project

Alright so here is a recent project I have done and I am going to be doing more of these and I have found I can do more then baskets so if you are interested please send a message and I will be glad to get back to you take care and God Bless you Jariah!

basket with oils

4th of July Basket with Oils


Did this basket for a friend of mine and this basket was one of my favorites I have done yet I had put alot of oils and such in this basket for them as well as handmade soap and I will do any decoration as I can get the materials but all I ask that if you order one that you pay the shipping cost because it is very expensive for shipping and I can not afford to pay for the shipping right at the moment.. I will have many more baskets coming up and this is all for the Lord Jesus Christ to have others know about Christ and I will be giving some away just around the places I go so if you run into me u may just get a free Basket for Christ! Enjoy!  God Bless you! 

Happy Birthday Sweet Angel of Hope

Happy Birthday to my sweet angel of Hope

Angel of Hope
The angel of hope that I know that loved me so very much.
Always had a smile on her face was a shining embrace. She was that light that was always there As an angel of hope in my life. Even now to this day she will always be that angel of hope I will embrace.
That angel of hope is my nana that I will never forget the love she shared towards her daughters , her grandaughters and her great grandchildren. You could always call her and to know that she was there just a light on my face. Even through the good and bad she was always that angel of hope I will miss. NOw she is walking them streets of Gold and shining that light up in God's Arms even though she is gone from here I know she is loving and reaching out to those up there. I know she is watching over me each day and being that angel of hope she always was. Love you nana Rest in Peace.
That angel of hope has been set free!!!Well for those of you that do not understand who my angel of Hope was it was my grandma she went home to be with the Lord on January 24,2012 she passed away from an awful disease called Cancer today is her birthday and she would have been 84 I miss her so much and there is not even enough words that could discribe how much so with that being said I know she is having the best Birthday Party up there in Heaven with JESUS but for right now all I keep thinking is about her and how much she loved me and for all the things she did for me it is so sad to not have her here so be grateful for every moment u have with ur grandparents because in an instant they can be gone.

©J.F.2012

soliders

One by one day by day

all I can see is Soldiers

Fighting for their Lives

The soldiers keep on fighting 

more and more for freedom

but they get know were

Until that one final day

when they are safe 

then they will see the light

and all that darkness will be gone

Do you know Freedom? 
©J.F.2010

Liberty

Liberty
Being outta this hole I was in
I can look back and see the end
One by one it has begun
and when the end comes
I will see freedom and liberty
in that very hour. 

© J.F.2010

Prayer

Prayer
Father God

Lord I love you, I lift my hands in worship to you.

Father God, I ask you to cleanse me from sin and unrighteousness.
Father God I pray you make me whole.

Father God you are an almighty God.

Father God thank you for your love.

Father God thank you for dying for me.

Lord God I could have not lived without you.

Lord you are my hero and I love you so much.

Thank you Daddy God you are my #1 Hero.

Thank you God for your grace.

Thank you for letting me live even with all this pain I have caused you.  
Love always your daughter 
© J.F.2008 

Im not there yet

Speaking to my Saviour to Fix Me!!!

Im not there yet.

Lord I can feel you but I know I am not there yet.

I know your here God but why cant i see you.

Lord I know you trust me but Why cant I touch you.

I know I am not there yet God. I feel your spirit moving around me but I am not there yet. 

I am not there yet to were i can read your word Daily God, but help me to do so.

Lord MANIFEST IN me and make me into a clean heart O God.

Lord help me to pray daily to were I can feel your annointing stronger than ever before.

Lord touch me and fill me when i journal for you.

Lord I know I am not there yet but I want to be there. Help me God to be there. 

In Jesus name I believe it is done and I am there with you God.

Hallalujah!. 

© J.F. 2010

Withering Heart

Piece of a withering heart
There is a piece of a shattered withering heart that is broken into so many pieces. All she wishes is that her withered heart could be put back together. As the pieces shatter all she thinks about the brokenness and the pain of her withered heart. In the stillness of pieces of pain and brokenness all she sees is a reflection of the pain she has caused to make her heart just wither away. 

©J.F.2012

Memories

Memories

Oh how the memories seem to go so far

until one day they are all gone. 

Just when you think you got a friend for life.

all of a sudden in an instant he is gone.

Lord how could they do this to him.

One beating after another

until he is gone forever.

Even though he rests in peace

in God's presence

The pain will never be forgotten.

He will always be remembered

for the love that he shared

to others.

RIP my Friend C.B

© J.F.2010

Hospital Trauma

Trauma
In the bleeding wound as I sit
I think what did i do to get here
as I look at the door I think
I will not see it again.
on the way to this horror
I am bleeding inside and thinking
get me outta here!!!
In this dark room as I wait
all i see is terror awaits.
as the terror comes to an end
I am so glad to see the end.

© J.F.2010

Bleeding Read at your own risk

Bleeding
Bleeding heart in my soul
thinking of the  pain
even though the pain comes 
and goes.
Why did I get here?
what did i do?
pain that comes
pain that goes
In this little hurtful soul
being locked in this place
of despair and disgrace.
How could you put me here  in this black hole
all I think about in this oh hurtful soul.
Even though times get tough
there is a redeemer of saving grace
that removes me from this oh so hurtful place.

© J.F. 2010

Fate

Fate

Fate
One day in every hour as she waits for her fate. As the more and results come back her time keeps on ticking in her time of fate. Even though her fate is coming one day God is the only one that knows when her fate will come.  As they remove and heal her wounds God molds her and shapes her body back together. One day her fate will come but until then Jariah will enjoy her days that God has blessed her with. Even through her painful times God can always heal her body in the nic of time.©J.F. 2012

Grace

Grace
Yes I know God you gave me this Grace
Lord I want to thank you If it was not for your Grace and Mercy I do not know were I would be
Sometimes I sit here and say Why do u Give me more and More Grace but I know u Love me enough to give me another day with Grace but I sit here and think about that name Grace!  Wow!!! How awesome It is Grace What an awesome name It is and shall be at this very hour as the fate comes closer and the pain gets stronger but I do know that u make it to were u depart that confusion because you  do not allow confusion that is what the enemy wants and I say thank you Lord !!!
We all know one of the names is called Grace :) because u are the King of Kings and Lord and Lords and the Alpha and Omega and Beginning and The End! :) There is NoBody Greater Then You God! And I want to say Thank You! For The Blood That You SHed On The Cross For Me! 

Its all because of You I been set Free! Your Grace and Mercy Set Me Free! :)

© J.F.2014

Easter Surprise

Risen Basket

Depends on the size u want and materials for your child on the cost

sample basket



There was many in my life that said well why dont you just try something creative and I finally gave in because at the very moment i got tired of being bored so   here is another one I have done and decided that need to be put together there is many beads and lots of other things in it such as soap that is handmade from a friend of mine and many other things will go in the basket like i said earlier I will send as long as you pay for the shipping so that way I can buy the materials that I need for the baskets.  You know it takes alot to buy for the baskets and sometimes I just do not have the materials I need so if you are more than willing to pay the shipping I will be willing to send the baskets but you got to let me know what you want this one is  a Fourth of July Basket that I did for a friend here in Tennessee and I know they laughed with it and that is great but I just decided that it was time to start  a blog so that way I can show yall all the work that I been doing here at home with the baskets.  I even started another one last night and have found that there is many things I could add to baskets.   Now if you are buying more than one u will get a discounted price because I do not believe in over charging and also I want to make something to let you all know that to buy baskets it cost alot it is not cheap and I had some give me some just so that way i could start my buisness that I needed to start but first and foremost I got to thank Messiah for the way many have decided to come into my life to let me start this ministry.  Yes I know it seems small right now but I know it is going to get bigger as time goes on.    I know that I should have listened a long time ago about starting a buisness but I just did not think I had anything in me to do this buisness but now I am seeing that I am able to do alot more than I thought I could do.  See this year in 2012 I have decided I will take the steps that I need too no matter what it takes because I want to be able to bless others as well Now later on down the road I know that things will come into place I am having the Faith in knowing that this is only the beginning and more is to come in the near future.  you can always contact me on here if you are interested and also I will be more than willing to answer any questions that you have and thanks again for reading the blog as there will be more baskets to come for you to choose from !!! Messiah Bless you and bye for now!

Fourth of July

American Basket 4th of July

4th of July Basket with Oils

Did this basket for a friend of mine and this basket was one of my favorites I have done yet I had put alot of oils and such in this basket for them as well as handmade soap and I will do any decoration as I can get the materials but all I ask that if you order one that you pay the shipping cost because it is very expensive for shipping and I can not afford to pay for the shipping right at the moment.. I will have many more baskets coming up and this is all for the Lord Jesus Christ to have others know about Christ  i was giving them away before when i first started to let others know how much Christ really loved them!!!  Please understand I still stick in a budget range .  Materials cost to make your baskets and this is just an example of a fourth of july basket. before it was done. 

my animals

my animals

Well  good afternoon on this wonderful Sunny day here in the south I just wanted to give you all some pictures of some of my sweet animals so you could see how cute they look  now the first one i was going to show you is Jill she is my little kitty that I was sharing with you all before and this one can be a service cat in so many ways she does so much for the things that has been going on with me her licking, her fur and many more to just name a few helps makes things so much better :) 

this is jill my black and white kitty I love her so much

we got her from a family that said that the kid did not want to

take care of it anymore so this is the little critter. :) Jill looks just like

Janey only thing different she is short hair instead of long haired.

and now i will share my long haired cat that i had in the north area up in the east coast i miss her so much now u will see why jill looks likes janey :)

janey

 

then i will show u the other cat that i had named shadow and how much different they look from each other they are considered sisters because they have lived with each other there whole life i sure miss them but im so glad i was able to get jill so that way  i could have another janey .. :)

 

shadow

 

this is the gray cat that i lived with and how adorable they both are but they are long haired and it is very hard to have them around due to allergies i definitely miss them though...

 

LAST BUT NOT LEAST LETS SHARE THE DOGGIE THAT I HAVE NAMED PEKO this dog is of many different breeds and a service dog helps me with alot of things and he is a great little guy but again he is not little he is a big dog so that is why i think we should change his name...

peko looking at me near table

handmade baskets

handmade baskets for Chattering Angels Ministries

©Dixie DeSigns

 

Jackies Lifestyle

Jackies Every day Lifestyle with Angelman Syndrome

THIS IS ABOUT MY STEP DAUGHTER JACKIE AND ABOUT HER IN HER LIFE.

Welcome To Jackie's Lifestyle Here you will get to learn about the things my daughter has done to get to were she is today. My daughter Jackie is an angel man syndrome child that has a lot of gifts. Jackie is able to do a lot of her subjects a lot easier than others. Jackie can write poetry, use the computer, and she can go to college like a normal child can. During the time Jackie was little Jackie's Grandma was very abusive towards Jackie's mother Jessie and her aunt Kathy. Now that Jackie is older her grandma wants to have contact with her. Before when Jackie was younger her grandma Wendy did not want anything to do with Jackie because her disability was too severe. Jessie her mom is in heaven now because of being hit by a car when she was in her wheelchair at the mailbox. Jackie's grandma Wendy contacted her through email asking her to come see her in the rehab center in Ohio because she wants to make things up with her. Nobody believes Wendy about wanting to make things up with Jackie because she was so abusive toward Jackie's family. Kathy is in heaven as well because she had an epileptic seizure that made her stop breathing and made her pass out. Mike took Kathy to the E.R. but before he could get her there in time she was already gone. Jackie has made honor roll every year and by doing so she was able to get into a college. Growing up in Ohio with her dad Mike she has established the in's and outs of the city. Now that she is older and she is in college Jackie is currently looking to see what she can do for her career. Jackie is very good in sign language and even though she can not talk and walk that much she is still currently working on walking and striving to learn how to talk and walk. Now that Jackie is in college she is making honor roll and loving her college because of how much they are helping her to succeed. Jackie told her dad Mike that she is doing so well in her poetry class and math and English that she got a 83.3 in Math and a 93.3 in English and a 89.9 in her Poetry Class. Jackie is making her dad Mike so proud of her that He knows that he raised her up right. Being disciplined has really helped Jackie in improving her lifestyles. Even through the hardships Jackie went through she could always rely on her dad Mike. Even though Mike went on trips a lot with his family Jackie was still able to stay with Julie during the time of leaving. Jackie really loved Julie so much that she did not want to leave her. Now that Jackie has grown up so much and moved out there will be always time that her dad Mike wishes that he could hold her again. Being an Angel Man Syndrome Child Jackie had to go through a lot of Occupational Therapy and Physical Therapy to get through her life struggles. Jackie had friends that would come over to her dad Mike's house and then there would be times it would be hard for them. Jackie went through a lot of pain when it came to losing one of her friends that had Angel Man Syndrome. Even though she went through pain she was still willing to keep going on and succeeding in her lifestyle. 
Jackie is currently living in Falls Church Virginia with Bryan and Candace Farmer she is going to school at Falls Church Community College and she is succeeding in many ways over there but there are some things that will be changing in her life in May of 2011. Risia is putting Jackie into another school setting because of some issues that has been going on in Jackie's life. Even though Jackie is far from here she is not far from my heart because we do a lot of communication through email and talking on i m services. When Jackie finishes college she is coming back to live with mom and dad but dad really felt that it was best for her to go to school were Bryan and Candace are living. Now Jackie is enrolled in a program that will help her to be able to live on her own in the coming years we are so excited for her that she will be able to get an apartment so that way she can live on her own. We know how hard it is for her to not be able to do that but are so proud of her accomplishments.

candles in heaven

Candles in Heaven 

There are so many candles lit in Heaven. 

As I sit back and watch the wind I think what would it be like with all these candles in Heaven. 

Candles Of Heaven fall from the sky 

While the other one flies. 

Flies away to a wonderful place

With all the dreams of saving grace.

Dear Lord let it be the one I can see. 

No more pain or sorrow but an everlasting joy tomorrow. 

With rain falling on my face 

A redeemer of saving grace.Though it hurts I may see 

I can not wait to see what it will be. 

Even if tomorrow does not come

I know I will be with that one.

© J.F. 2014

Coming out and being honest about the lifestyle

Hello Everyone this is Jariah and I had to come out straight forward and be blunt and honest and this will prove to me who my true friends are and who are not true friends. Due to the trauma in my childhood and all I have decided that the only way to get better is to do the baby treatment and regress back to a baby because of all the things that have happened to me the doctor talked with me about it and was like well lets see what it involves. Living as an Adult Baby in the ABDL community has been extremely challenging and has it major ups and downs.  One it is harder to keep friends being an Adult Baby and another thing the other reason I am choosing this lifestyle is because some things in my childhood caused me to have PTSD and the doctor told me the only way to get better was to do the Regression Therapy.  I know you all think I am so weird in doing so and that is ur choice on this matter. Now being an AB means that you have to have a daddy or mommy and I have a daddy as you see he is in my picture and I have to be submissive to all my daddys guidelines on what he choose for his little girl.    Some decisions I may like and then some I may not like but still need to follow them as it is part of the regression therapy.  I was also told by many doctors in the past that the only way to get better was to take medicine but in reality i do not agree with alot of the medicine because it only makes u worse in reality. Anti Depressants are not good for people like me because they not only make me worse but they make me feel totally different.  Being an AB u have bottles you drink from , pacifier , baby clothes, diapers , formula and many other things. I will be posting many more things through my treatment and  how it is helping but this is just my introduction.  Having a daddy is probably one of the best things that could have ever happened to me because I get what I need in my life and plus he loves me to the fullest no matter how I get as a baby.  So basically what I am saying here is this I am back to stage one and learning all over again just like any baby would.  Things could have gotten alot worse if I did not choose to do this because of all those trauamatic situations that happened.  Now this does not mean that I am not a Believer in the Lord just because of my lifestyle I still love Jesus to the fullest no matter what lifestyle I have.  I am still a Christian and will still be one even though I am doing this lifestyle. I can not wait to meet other AB's who are like me and will accept me no matter the outcome.  I been looking for true friends and not fake ones that claim that just because of my medical conditions or my lifestyle  that they do not want to be around me.   Being in diapies 24/7 because of the incontience issue that I have due to all the PTSD and other things is very hard for me as being 27 but now because of this I am all the way back to Infant Stage which is between  4-6 months.  So if you have any questions please do not hesistate to contact me in this matter thanks.